hmmm..

tired and not in the mood for studies, but I got to. Need to hand in the Pm(short essay) today.. I'm almost done so hopefully the last part will go smoothly.. have a oral presentation about it tomorrow but I can't go ´cause I have to prepare for the oral presentation we have tomorrow evening in the child & youth psychologyclass.. and then my term is over!! yeees.. will be so nice with summerbreak.. can't wait!!

had a good weekend.. relaxed at home on Friday night after a days work at a daycare across the street.. it was fun!! the kids were good & cute :)
Saturday my friend Alexandra & I helped out at a confirmation and in the evening I went to a friend's birthdayparty. It was really nice!! had a good time.. so fun to see old friends and just hang out..
sunday I relaxed and then church as usual.. real good service!! awesome, moving, encouraching.. afterwards some friends & I went to my place and we watched a movie.. Sällskapsresan(a swedish movie from teh 80's for you that arn't swedish).. it's just hilarius. Soft & nice evening.. a while since I watched a movie so it was really nice.

yesterday I went to my brother's place in alingsås to see mum,sister & my nieces.. awesome!! Malva, my sister's child, it's just too cute.. adorable!! And it was awesome to see Maja & Anna(my brother's kids) too, it was a long time ago. They were happy to see my too :) they are all comming to visit me today.. so maybe I should get started with my studies so I'm finished when they arrive..



take care!
loev

Thursday..

have studied a lot this week.. started to write on my little "essay", and I mean little.. it's just 5 pages and 1,5 space between the lines/rowes so it's not that much.. and a pretty interesting topic.. good & constructive leadership. We are supposed to give 3 examples.. I have written about Jesus and Moses and now I'm thinking about what third person I'm gonna take.. maybe Bill Hybels, the leader for Willow Creek- the big church in Chicago.. or maybe INgvar Kamprad, IKEA´s founder.. well we'll see..

the worshipdance on Tuesday was fun!! have been so tired of it lately but this time it was fun and gave strength again.. as it used to do.. :) afterwards I planned a conference with some others.. went okay,we got some good ideas.. it's not until the end of February so we got some time :)

My mum, sister her baby- my beloved niece, is comming on Sunday.. can't wait :) they will stay at my brother's and babysit for my nieces there.. but I'll be able to see them, gonna visit on Monday I think.... and my sister & I are going shopping at Ullared some day too.. looking forward to that :)

oh, I have changed some "things" here at the blog so now everyone can write comments.. not only the members.. so Jonna and others that are not members here.. it's just to write when you're "passing by"..

today I'm going to church to plan a service with one of the preiests and the cantor.. and then I think I'll hang out and study some and in the evening there's a seminar for us leaders.. they have that now and then to educate and encourage us.. looking forward to it!!

well.. take care and have a good weekend!!
love

Friday

It has been a wierd and ruff week emotionally.. I have continued to struggle with the things that has been going on for the last weeks.. getting kind of sick of it but the good thing is that I know it will lighten up and go away some day.. God only has to do His work first.. not fun and not easy- hurts so badly and I'm sooo tired but I know I have to go through it and leave it to be stronger & be able serve God in the way He wants..

other than that it has been an okay week..relaxed on Monday and in the evening it was praying group.. soo nice, well needed!! :) studied(wrote on the essay in youth&childpsychology with my classmates) on Tuesday- it was fun and went pretty okay. On Wednesday I took the bike to church and had lunch and hung out a little- soft and nice.. in the evening me and a friend took another friend for a surpriseevening.. we went to the indoorpool-just sat in the jacuzzi, went in the sauna and so. Soft and nice. Our friend got a massage too.. the whole evening was her birthdaypresent from us other two..
Yesterday Jonna,one of my classmates, and I sat down at a café and finished the essay.. soo nice to be done! feels good.. we had a fun & nice time while writing.. afterwards we had lunch at a vegetarian place.. so good food! diffenrent bean & lentilsallads, potatosallad and stuff like that.. yuuum!! :) had dinner in the evening with some friends..
Today I went to church and talked with my "conversational budy".. well needed.. he's so good! just awesome!! or maybe I should say God, 'cause he speakes so much to me through this person.. shows me lots of stuff.. it was encouraching and will make me stand this for a while..

the weekend will be really soft I think.. need to sleep and relax..
take care!
love

Eurovision..

now this year's event( eurovision song contest) is over.. thought the wrong song won but it was okay and pretty good, but there were others I liked more.. Ukarine rocked!! just so hilarious.. just such a blast! made everyone start partying ;) thought it was a good competition, good mix of different musicstyles and so. But not so many good songs , but variation :)
I had a nice evening.. some friends came over and we ate tacos and then we watched eurovision while we had desert and candy. A really nice evening.. we had fun and it was relaxed and soft.

Fridy I just relaxed at home.. read some in my book and took a walk.. in the evening Alexandra came over and we talked and watched tv together..

have been some confusing days emotionally.. have been writing e-mails back and forth with a friend about that I feel left out sometimes and so.. what she wrote really made me think and realize things and comforted.. have been crying & praying but I feel a lot better and it was really good to write and get her opinion and tell her how i fell.. to tell the truth and set words on your feelings helps!

now it's time to go to church.. looking forward to it!!
love

tired..

sooo tired.. puuh... I'm just sitting here watching tv, Dr Phil right now..
the service this past Sunday was good- some things really spoke.. why is it so hard to let go of the control? to just let Him lead and rest in His love totally? why do I need so much attention and love from the ones around me? why am I "addicted" to that??
the floorball/indoorbandy was fun, but exhasuting.. we were 7 so we had to run alot but we had fun :)

tuesday I worked at a daycare- so fun!! the kids are just adorable. Have worked alot there and I like that place.. studied yesterday,wrote on the essay with the others I'm writing with.. we got some more done but we talked about lot more stuff too.. soo fun! wealways have a good time when we study!

worked in church today with the "adult-child" group. Which means that parents come with their kids and play and so, and then we sing and and then eat.. it´s fun,but I got tired in the end.. had a interesting talk with a mum though.. cool to hear her story..
then there was a "at noon service" when I got of from work.. we were about 12 people that attended.. the service was really nice and comforting.. Johan's sermon/tuition was encouraching and joyful. Ended it with a prayer moment where we prayed for eachother, one at a time.. really nice!! gave strength.. always so cool to pray for others! Afterwards when we had coffee we all had a really interesting talk about men(manhood), women and their rolls, parts.. how that affect society and the children and so..

will have a really soft weekend.. just relax.. and see eurovision song contest of course. gonna invite some friends over!!
love

weekend

ops, almost a week since I wrote last time..
have had a good week, even though I have been awefully tired..
Tuesday I laid in the sofa in front of the tv for almost the whole day.. was soo tried, had a headace and felt a little sick.. took a short walk but that was all I did expect resting.
Was supposed to work at Hjalmared Wednesday & Thursday but I had to call and say that I couldn't come.. rested on wednesday too, just made a short visit in Church and hung some with Maria & Sara..
Thursday I felt a lot better so I worked in churh for some hours, the cleaninglady was sick.. really nice to clean in church again. Isn't it wierd that it can be fun to clean?? had a good time :) and then I stayed in church and just relaxed, talked with people and hung out.. got to talk some with Maria.. really nice, soft and blessed afternoon!! then I went home and relaxed..
On Friday I went shopping with 6 others.. exhausting but nice and I found some good stuff!! in the evning we hung out at Sara's place.. just talked, had chocolatepudding with cream... and chips..yuum :)
yesterday I took a ride on my bike..so nice!! see some open fields, flowers & cows and smell to typical farm/countryside smell!! :) makes me miss delsbo even more..
I had a housewarming party(inflyttningsfest) in the evening so the rest of the day I had to prepear for that... it was nice! we had a good time talking, eating & so.. about 16 people came. Nice!! I just loove my friends!!
today I so far have done the dishes and now I'm just gonna relax and then go to church.. floorball/indoorbandy tonight too.. looking forward to the service today and to praise!! :)
have a nice Sunday!
love ya!