more pics..

some more pics from the baptism and my weekend in Sthlm..

Harry is sound a sleep..

and Olof too.. :)

Baptism..

Had an awesome weekend at my brother´s place!! took an early train on Saturday morning... got precisly intime to church to change really quick before the baptism. It was an nice and pretty fast sermony. Afterwards we had food and coffee.. really nice!! all my siblings with families were there, one aunt and some other people my family know.. awesome to see them all!! :)

after that I stayed at my brother´s for two nights.. so relaxing, soft & nice.. just hung out, talked, had dinner, slept, cuddled with the babies and so.Enjoyed it to maximum :)

some pics..taken with my mobile so they aren't the best.. but whatever ;)

mum and dad with all their grandchildren..

My nieces & nephews, except Albin..

Olof & Harry is sleeping..

Harry & Olof..

Me & Olof..

Refugen jammet

Went into church on my way home from work.. they had a happening for youths. A kind of concert. different bands/groups is playing during the night.. so youths can come an listen, hang out and have something to eat..

some pics from refugen jammet..

"KIffe" & Jonas is playing.

The audience.. partying :)

Jenny & Lisa in the café..

soon weekend..

have been a pretty ruff & hard week in some ways.. have been tired, felt lonley and I have been thinking a lot.. and I have felt stressed about getting everything ready for my move.. can't wait to move but there's lot to pack and I have been soo tired after work. But I have managed to get some done.. only have my clothes and kitchen left..

have finally got myself a membership at a gym!! have worked out 2 times this week.. something good at least. So nice!! :)

going to my oldest brother and his family tomorrow. They will baptise there sons. My whole family is comming. Will be awesome to see them!! and it will be so nice to see something else them my messy apartment.. :)

post some pics. took them with my cell so they are not the best but... they are from our farm in Delsbo..

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Happy...

I'm so happy and relived!!! :) don't know if I have written about it here in my blogg but I have to move on the last on this month ´cause the girl that has the apartment comes back. And today I got to know that I get on apartment that one of my friends knew about and I looked at!! so know I have somewhere to move too and the contract is mine. So I can stay there for as long as I want to. Sooo happy!!! the apartment is nice and I can't wait to move and get my own place where I can do as I want! and just the feeling to know that I can stay as long as I like and not need to worry about when I have to move or not really know when the person that has the apartment comes back... God is good :)

yesterday I visited my brother with family in Alingsås. My brother worked so it was my sister-in-law and the kids that I saw.. had an awesome time, sooo nice!! she's just so great my dear Sofia.. we talked, took a walk to enjoy the sun. And I got to cuddle with the baby a lot :) she had a tummyace or something and where cranky so Sofia were tired of carrying her around. Aunt Maria didn't mind carrying her and cuddle :) it was a really blessed afternoon.. visited my friends & ex-coworkers in the kitchen too.. soo good to see them!! miss them but I'm happy I don't live there anymore..

well.. that were about it for now.. I'm dead tired but enjoying the feeling & knowledge that I can stay up longer tonight and sleep tomorrow. Work late. So good :)
Take care and have a great weekend!!
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Tuesday evening..

I'm soo sorry that I haven't written this past week.. don't know what's up with me.. just doesn't haven the energy and the joy to wright.. but now you finally get an update :)

I'm so confused and frustrated.. why can't I come to peace? why can't I just live in the moment?? why do I feel so lonley and alone when I have all my friends?? why do I search more love and attention that I get?? sigh.. agree with you Emelie on what you wrote..

Except that it has been a good week.. the weekend were really good. On Friday evening some friends and I went to a mass/service in a church in Gotheburg.. peacuful and calm but yet touching and restoring!! afterwards we sat down at a café and talked and just hung out. So nice!! my friends are just to funny and just so awesome!!

On Saturday morning I did some laundry and relaxed.. then I went to see my friend Karin that I haven't seen in a while. We hung out at her & her boyfriend's place- talked, had dinnner, watched a movie.It was awesome!! soo good to see her!! In the evening Alexandra and I went to a café and then we visited Fredrik, Peter came too. Just talkd and took it easy, but soo nice!! left at 1.30am.. :)

woke up pretty early on Sunday so I were kind of tired and so the whole day. Were home relaxing, took a walk and so.. Then I went to church. Good service. Claes were good and challanging.. got reminded about something and it just stung in my heart, started to cry :( thought I were over that and had peace with it, but obviously not.. sigh. got a quick prayer and blessing from Claes. felt nice and comforting! just waiting to get healed..
After church about 8 people went to Sam's, jenny's & Jonas's place. Had tea and talked.. nice! then we wanted to have ice-cream and took a walk to "the golden arches".But the ice-creammachine were out of order :( *cry* so all of us had pie instead.. not bad that eather..

tonight I'm gonna go to bed early.. got waaay to little sleep last night so I'm dead tired. Have just had a shower and now I'm gonna get something to eat.. Tomorrow I'm gonna visit my brother and his family.. will be awesome!

ooh..my sister sent me some pics of her daughter,my niece, and proud aunt as I am I can't resist posting them :) isn't she adorable?!

The woman..

When God created woman he was working late on the 6th day. An angel came by and said: “Why spend so much time on that one?”And the Lord answered: “Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must be washable, but not made of plastic, have more than 200 moving parts which all must be replaceable and she must function on all kinds of food, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she must do all this with only two hands.
”The angel was impressed. “Just two hands…impossible! And this is the standard model?! Too much work for one day…Wait until tomorrow and then complete her.”“I will not”, said the Lord. “I am so close to complete this creation, which will be the favourite of my heart. She can cure herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day.”
The angel came nearer and touched the woman. “But you have made her so soft, Lord.”“She is soft,” said the Lord, “But I have also made her strong. You can’t imagine what she can endure and overcome.””Can she think?” the angel asked.The Lord answered: “Not only can she think, she can reason and negotiate.
”The angel touched the woman’s cheek. “Lord, it seems this creation is leaking! You have put to many burdens on her.”“She is not leaking…it’s a tear” the Lord corrected the angel. “What’s it for?” asked the angel.And the Lord said: “Tears are her way of expressing grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, her suffering and her pride.”This made a big impression on the angel. “Lord you are genius. You thought of everything. The woman is indeed marvellous!”

Indeed she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when feeling like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cries when she is happy, and laughs when she is afraid. She fights for what she believes in. She stands up against injustice. She doesn’t take “no” for an answer, when she can see a better solution. She gives herself so her family can thrive. She takes her friend to the doctor when she is afraid. Her love is unconditional.She cries when her children are victorious. She is happy when her friends do well. She is glad when she hears of a birth or a wedding.Her heart is broken when a next of kin or friend dies. But she finds the strength to get on with life. She knows that a kiss and a hug can heal a broken heart.There is only one thing wrong with her.

She forgets what she is worth...

New week..

Sorry that I haven't written for a while.. I'm ashamed.. I know that at least one of you have been worried. You know how you are.. thanks for caring!!! :) it was awesome to talk to ya on icq the other day.. Don't know why I haven't written. I guessed the time has passed by so fast and when I have had the time to write I haven't felt like it..

Have had good 2,5 weeks since last time.. have been a little tired and kind of empty and I have been thinking a lot. Don't know what it is with me now. Think a lot about the future and my relationships and so..guess something is on it's way. A breakingpoint of some kind. But I've been enjoying my weeks and felt okay most of the time anayways.. strange how the mood can change and affect your life..

Still love my job.. really enjoy working there!! Have worked some with the kids too theese past weeks.. awesome!! Other then work I have been trying to be home and relax and I actually have had the oppurtunity to do that, soo nice!! and I have also hung out with my friends. Blessed weeks with a good mix with rest and company.. and I have been talking a lot to my friend Maria.. awesome!!

Last Friday we went out to eat to celebrate Sara's birthday. We went to a tai restaurant and afterwards we went to Sara´s place.. had such a good time!! my friends are to funny :) looove them!! fooled around a lot :)

We had a reopening of my church last Sunday..such a blast!! the whole evening were so blessed.. the service, the sermon, worship, the coffee afterwards.. everything came together so well!! and it' so fun to be part of a church that grows and has to expend! my coworker came just to see me dance.. and she thought it(the mass) was so good and awesome so she came yesterday too.. :)

This past Saturday we had a danceworkshop with a lady named Lena. Good & inspiring day!!! but you're tired after a day with dance, but I can't complain- good to fel that you have a body & muscles :) In the evening some friends of mine and I went to the movies- we saw Solstorm.A Swedish movie.. it was good but a little tired and made me feel uncomfortable sometimes. But it was good..

well.. that was a little update from me.. Today I'm having a day at home.. done the dishes, vaccumed the floors and now I'm gonna transfer the film from Saturday( the danceworkshop) to my computer. Then I need to go to the mall and do some arrends.

Have a good week!!
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