new apartment

sitting in my new apartment..trying to wake up :) doing some laundry so I got up early..

I like my apartment. Feels good!! have lived here for a week soon.. time flies buy. Have unpacked some stuff but not everything.. taking a little at time..

I'm still walking around with a cold & stuffy nose :( sigh..so enoying.. so except then working I haven't done so much this week. Have been so tired and my head has felt blown up and have bothered me.
But yesterday I were in church after work.Helped out at the "alpha course". It was the last time before x-mas so they had x-mas food for food.. yuuum!! :) then they had a short gathering in church with a very simple service.. me and Malin danced the blessing. Sooo strong and powerful.My knees were so week.. you could feel & see that they were moved.. love it when the dance speaks like that!!

time to go and take a look at my laundry.. and then have breakfast. Gonna be home and unpack and fix some more things in my apartment before I go to work..

have a good weekend!!
love

more pics..

some more pics from the baptism and my weekend in Sthlm..

Harry is sound a sleep..

and Olof too.. :)

Baptism..

Had an awesome weekend at my brother´s place!! took an early train on Saturday morning... got precisly intime to church to change really quick before the baptism. It was an nice and pretty fast sermony. Afterwards we had food and coffee.. really nice!! all my siblings with families were there, one aunt and some other people my family know.. awesome to see them all!! :)

after that I stayed at my brother´s for two nights.. so relaxing, soft & nice.. just hung out, talked, had dinner, slept, cuddled with the babies and so.Enjoyed it to maximum :)

some pics..taken with my mobile so they aren't the best.. but whatever ;)

mum and dad with all their grandchildren..

My nieces & nephews, except Albin..

Olof & Harry is sleeping..

Harry & Olof..

Me & Olof..

Refugen jammet

Went into church on my way home from work.. they had a happening for youths. A kind of concert. different bands/groups is playing during the night.. so youths can come an listen, hang out and have something to eat..

some pics from refugen jammet..

"KIffe" & Jonas is playing.

The audience.. partying :)

Jenny & Lisa in the café..

soon weekend..

have been a pretty ruff & hard week in some ways.. have been tired, felt lonley and I have been thinking a lot.. and I have felt stressed about getting everything ready for my move.. can't wait to move but there's lot to pack and I have been soo tired after work. But I have managed to get some done.. only have my clothes and kitchen left..

have finally got myself a membership at a gym!! have worked out 2 times this week.. something good at least. So nice!! :)

going to my oldest brother and his family tomorrow. They will baptise there sons. My whole family is comming. Will be awesome to see them!! and it will be so nice to see something else them my messy apartment.. :)

post some pics. took them with my cell so they are not the best but... they are from our farm in Delsbo..

love

Happy...

I'm so happy and relived!!! :) don't know if I have written about it here in my blogg but I have to move on the last on this month ´cause the girl that has the apartment comes back. And today I got to know that I get on apartment that one of my friends knew about and I looked at!! so know I have somewhere to move too and the contract is mine. So I can stay there for as long as I want to. Sooo happy!!! the apartment is nice and I can't wait to move and get my own place where I can do as I want! and just the feeling to know that I can stay as long as I like and not need to worry about when I have to move or not really know when the person that has the apartment comes back... God is good :)

yesterday I visited my brother with family in Alingsås. My brother worked so it was my sister-in-law and the kids that I saw.. had an awesome time, sooo nice!! she's just so great my dear Sofia.. we talked, took a walk to enjoy the sun. And I got to cuddle with the baby a lot :) she had a tummyace or something and where cranky so Sofia were tired of carrying her around. Aunt Maria didn't mind carrying her and cuddle :) it was a really blessed afternoon.. visited my friends & ex-coworkers in the kitchen too.. soo good to see them!! miss them but I'm happy I don't live there anymore..

well.. that were about it for now.. I'm dead tired but enjoying the feeling & knowledge that I can stay up longer tonight and sleep tomorrow. Work late. So good :)
Take care and have a great weekend!!
love

Tuesday evening..

I'm soo sorry that I haven't written this past week.. don't know what's up with me.. just doesn't haven the energy and the joy to wright.. but now you finally get an update :)

I'm so confused and frustrated.. why can't I come to peace? why can't I just live in the moment?? why do I feel so lonley and alone when I have all my friends?? why do I search more love and attention that I get?? sigh.. agree with you Emelie on what you wrote..

Except that it has been a good week.. the weekend were really good. On Friday evening some friends and I went to a mass/service in a church in Gotheburg.. peacuful and calm but yet touching and restoring!! afterwards we sat down at a café and talked and just hung out. So nice!! my friends are just to funny and just so awesome!!

On Saturday morning I did some laundry and relaxed.. then I went to see my friend Karin that I haven't seen in a while. We hung out at her & her boyfriend's place- talked, had dinnner, watched a movie.It was awesome!! soo good to see her!! In the evening Alexandra and I went to a café and then we visited Fredrik, Peter came too. Just talkd and took it easy, but soo nice!! left at 1.30am.. :)

woke up pretty early on Sunday so I were kind of tired and so the whole day. Were home relaxing, took a walk and so.. Then I went to church. Good service. Claes were good and challanging.. got reminded about something and it just stung in my heart, started to cry :( thought I were over that and had peace with it, but obviously not.. sigh. got a quick prayer and blessing from Claes. felt nice and comforting! just waiting to get healed..
After church about 8 people went to Sam's, jenny's & Jonas's place. Had tea and talked.. nice! then we wanted to have ice-cream and took a walk to "the golden arches".But the ice-creammachine were out of order :( *cry* so all of us had pie instead.. not bad that eather..

tonight I'm gonna go to bed early.. got waaay to little sleep last night so I'm dead tired. Have just had a shower and now I'm gonna get something to eat.. Tomorrow I'm gonna visit my brother and his family.. will be awesome!

ooh..my sister sent me some pics of her daughter,my niece, and proud aunt as I am I can't resist posting them :) isn't she adorable?!